I just want to say I'm sorry if what I wrote hurt you Kim, I was having some very dark days. You know those days where you're hurting, what feels like beyond repair, you're angry at just about everyone, and you just want to climb under a rock and die. Anyone else have days like that? Raise of hands? And you know what? It's amazing how when you stop thinking about what you don't have and start doing something you really enjoy, how quickly that simple thing can change your perspective. It's simple, but it sure isn't easy. But that's what I've been doing yesterday and today, and guess what? Slump over. I still ache inside, but it's nothing compared to how I was feeling this last week. And what is this enjoyable thing that I have been doing, you may ask? I am writing a book! I started it in August, or maybe it was September. But then I put it to the side these last couple months, and yesterday I decided to get it out and work on it again. And I say again, it's amazing how much just this simple thing has helped lift my mood. So Kim, I can now say that I am happy for you. I know how much you've grieved these past few years, and even though I still ache and I still cry over my own situation, I'm happy for you.
~Candice
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