Welcome! This is a blog for Keira and Candice to speak of all our woes. Ha! Not exactly. We both struggle with infertility. This is our way of keeping in touch and being a support for one another. Here is where we share our thoughts, our feelings, our struggles, our hopes, and our dreams. We have often asked ourselves 'why not us?' We would sure like to know what happened to our storks. So if anyone with similar struggles visits this blog, just know YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Although at times it sure feels like it, doesn't it? Hopefully this may help you as well.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

changes

Well, it has been quite some time since I have gotten on here and taken the time to write a post. Mike and I have been busy. Just to do a little update, Mike and I are in the process of hoping to adopt a little baby. When the idea was presented to us, we were very excited and hopful with the opportuntiy, but never realized all that it would entail. I have finally gotten the email from our social worker with all the requirements, and it is a list, if I have ever seen one. There is so much to do, and so many things to pass in order to qualify. Its completely understandable, but I had just never thought about it. Needless to say, when I first saw what we need to do, I was completely overwhelmed. However, I have gotten a lot of peace and guidance from the spirit. It has been an incredible journey thus far in just preparing. Mike and I have fasted several times a week, and gone to the temple several times a week as well. It has been an awesome spritual experience. If nothing else, we have strengthened our testimonies and have learned and grown closer together. With that, Satan is trying so hard to cause as much strife as possible. I have found that when I am not on guard at all times and not praying without ceasing, Satan is right there to jump in and take over. That is when doubt, frustration, and discouragement all take over. Seriously, this has been a life changing experience, and we don't even know if we will get the baby or not. Just a learning and growing experience. It has made us see just how much Heavenly Father loves each of us, and is so intimately involved in our everyday lives. Most times we may be too busy to see Him, but He is there, always there. We are so grateful for this opportunity that we have, and for the peace and comfort we have felt. Thanks to all who have been praying and fasting for us!
~Keira

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